Anticipation

Waiting has never been my strongest attribute. I'm excited to see him come on Friday!

Yippee!

Got a letter from my josh today says he's having a good time! I'm feeling the next couple days will be a breeze...grandma misses him too! Now we know who is the resilient one...not his mom or his grandmother, his bothers however seem to not notice :P

How many times? Day 6

How many times will I look at the calendar, and will the days shorter.

How many times do I count the days till he is home.

How many times do I wish to see his smiling face?

3 days to go.

dream day 5

I had a dream last night or early this morning, scary but surreal. I dreamt that I left my youngest at home, just plain forgot him. when I remembered I raced home. He had cleaned all the floors, I'm not sure he knew he was forgotten. Feelings of abandonment even in my dream

I'm hoping Josh got my letter today!

Laughter Day 4

so quiet today was missing his laughter. His uncanny ability to be just silly. I get after him sometimes, to be a bit more serious, life is not a joke. Maybe though he is on the right track, maybe he was given to me so I would lighten up.

I hope he is doing well, I hope he is laughing.