Just Getting By

I wish life were black and white...sometimes I do...
each choice the right one, justice for the deserving

But then who decides the deserving? God?

Sometimes i wonder who's footsteps I follow?

is the hardship I face a test of endurance, is this the test
to find out if I am one of the deserving?

Why would god set me upon this path? Have I not shown him I can endure?

I have questions my lord and they need answers